← All stories

The Wings Inside

The Wings
Inside
Sam’s Journey to the Sky
adapted from a story by CHAD
The Wings Inside
Sam’s Journey to the Sky
For every bird who ever lay down
and looked up.
Adapted from “Sam’s Journey to Enlightenment”
thirdi.us · with gratitude

Far away, past the last map anyone ever drew, lies the Land of Down. It is the home of the So-Jos — round, splendid, rainbow-bellied birds who cannot fly.

And the So-Jos keep one very odd rule that isn’t written anywhere at all: they only ever look down.

Down at their feet. Down at their food. Down at the ground. Not one of them has ever seen the sky.

1

On the quiet side of the river lived a So-Jo named Sam. Sam was not the fastest. Sam was not the loudest. Sam was… curious.

And Sam had a secret. Some evenings, when no one was watching, he would lie down in the soft grass, roll onto his back like a tipped-over teapot — and look up.

Up there, great birds sailed on the wind without moving their wings at all.

“How do they do that?” Sam whispered. “And… could I?”

2

When So-Jos grow up, there comes a special day called the Oa. Each young bird searches the crowd for the one whose belly pattern matches their own — swirls with swirls, stars with stars. Then the two are tied together with a long silver rope, so they will never, ever be alone.

Sam’s pattern matched Matilda’s — the fastest runner in the whole Land of Down.

“Keep up!” she laughed. And off they went — Matilda racing ahead, and Sam bouncing along behind like a kite with no sky.

3

One morning, a shadow slid across the grass.

A great eagle landed on the rock beside Sam — golden-eyed and calm as evening.

“Hello, Sam,” said the eagle. “My name is Ed. I have been looking forward to working with you.”

“Working on what?” asked Sam.

But Ed only smiled the way mountains smile, and rose into the sky without a sound.

4

Ed came back, season after season — always with a story, never with an answer.

“Where did you find your wings?” Sam finally asked. “Tell me where! I’ll go there! I’ll search!”

Ed set down a smooth grey stone. Strange old writing curled across it, and Sam read it slowly, three times:

“Eagles do not find their wings.
They are made with them.”

“But that can’t be true for me,” said Sam. “I’ve seen my sides. There’s nothing there.” He looked up. Ed was already gone.

5

Still, Sam searched — because that is what curious birds do.

He looked under every rock. Behind every waterfall. Up every tree (well… at the bottom of every tree).

He asked the oldest So-Jos, who clicked their beaks and said, “Wings? Whoever heard of a So-Jo with wings? Watch out for cats, dear.”

Years went by. Sam found interesting beetles, seventeen lost buttons, and exactly zero wings.

6

Ed returned. “Have you found your wings yet?”

“Of course not!” cried Sam. “I don’t know WHERE to look anymore!”

Ed leaned close, and said very quietly: “You have searched the whole world, little one. But you have never once searched inside yourself.”

That night, Sam lay very still under the stars. He stopped searching with his eyes… and started searching with his feeling. And there — along the painted patterns of his belly — something moved. Something folded. Something waiting.

“Oh,” breathed Sam. “They were here the whole time. My markings aren’t decorations. They’re the lines where my wings come together!”

7
??

Sam ran to Matilda, tumbling over his own feet.

“Matilda! I have WINGS! Look! They were inside me all along!”

Matilda looked at Sam’s belly. She looked very hard. But wings live in the up-above — and Matilda had never once looked up.

“I see feathers and swirls,” she said kindly. “Same as always. Now come on — there’s a race, and I intend to win it.”

Sam understood something quiet and a little sad that day: you cannot show someone the sky if they will not lift their eyes.

8

So Sam practiced alone.

He stretched his new wings in the morning. He flapped them at the moon. Then he climbed the tallest tree he dared… and jumped.

Thump.

He climbed again. He jumped again.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

Day after day, bruise after bruise, the ground taught Sam its one hard lesson: falling is not failing — falling is how flying begins.

9

One golden afternoon, Sam leapt — and the wind held him, just for a moment. He glided, wobbly as a leaf, all the way down the hill!

Ed was waiting at the bottom.

“Good,” said Ed. “Now hear the secret, Sam. You cannot just spread your wings and expect to fly. The power to fly does not come from the wind. It does not come from jumping. It comes from inside you.

So Sam practiced a new way — not harder, but deeper — until one day his wings beat with a strength he’d never borrowed from anywhere, and his feet  left  the  ground.

10

Sam flew! Over the fence! Over the trees! Over the river! Higher and higher — until… TUG.

The silver rope had stretched as far as it could stretch. Far below, it ran all the way back down to Matilda.

“Matilda!” Sam called. “Fly with me! I’ll teach you everything!”

“I’m a runner, Sam. The best there is. I’m not a dreamer.”

And she turned back to the racing path.

11

Sam sat with Ed on the hillside, holding the silver rope in his wing.

“If I cut it, it will hurt her,” Sam said. “I would never do that.”

“Then don’t cut it,” said Ed. “Look closer. The rope is only as heavy as your holding on. Let go inside — and no one is hurt at all.”

So Sam closed his eyes. He held Matilda gently in his heart — her speed, her laugh, all their years — and then he simply let the rope rest on the grass. It lay there, soft as ribbon. And Sam rose into the evening sky, light as a question.

When he landed later, Matilda smiled and chattered about her race, exactly as always. Nothing was broken. Nothing at all.

12

Oh, the world above the world!

Sam flew through canyons of cloud and over mountains dusted with morning. He met two eagles flying wingtip to wingtip, laughing on the wind.

“How are you BOTH up here?” Sam asked.

“We learned together,” they said. “Ever since, we’ve crossed the whole world side by side — finding the sweetest berries, the finest nuts, and every wonder in between.”

So it was possible, thought Sam. Two ropes… turned into two pairs of wings.

13

On the highest peak sat the oldest, wisest eagle Sam had ever seen.

“Hello, Sam,” she said. “My name is Osh. Long ago, I was a So-Jo — just like you. And it was I who sent Ed to find you, all those years ago.”

“But Ed never taught me anything!” said Sam. “He only told stories and flew away!”

Osh’s eyes twinkled like dawn on water.

“Exactly. If Ed had carried you, you would only have learned to be carried. Because he didn’t, you discovered your wings yourself. No one can fly for you, Sam. A teacher can only point at the sky.

14

“What about Matilda?” Sam asked softly. “Will she ever fly?”

Osh looked out over the Land of Down for a long, kind moment.

“Learning to fly is a long journey, and parts of it hurt. Until Matilda is ready, there is nothing any eagle can do but be patient, and love her, and stay near.”

“Most So-Jos never learn to lie down and look up. But never is a word the sky has never heard of.”

15

Now Sam sails over the Land of Down every single evening.

He never shouts down “FLY!” — because that is not how flying starts. He just flies, slow and golden, where anyone might see… if they looked.

And look — there, on the quiet side of the river, in the soft grass — one small So-Jo has tipped over like a teapot, and is lying on her back,

looking up.

The End

16
For Wise & Curious Readers
Questions to wonder about together
1 Sam’s wings were inside him all along. What do you think your wings might be?
2 Ed never carried Sam into the sky. Why do you think the best teachers let us struggle a little?
3 Sam let go of the rope inside his heart — but he never stopped loving Matilda. How can you hold someone close without holding them back?
4 Why does flying begin with lying down and looking up?
Tonight, try Sam’s secret: lie down somewhere soft, look up at the sky, and stay very, very still.
What do you notice?
In the Land of Down, no bird has ever seen the sky.

But one curious So-Jo named Sam is about to learn
the oldest secret in the world:

your wings have been inside you all along.
Adapted from “Sam’s Journey to Enlightenment” · thirdi.us
A fable about finding what was always within

Tap the right side to turn the page →

Cover